Four more weeks my friends, four more weeks...

Four more weeks!!! I cant believe it! I feel like i just found out i was preggo and now he's getting ready to come out and say hello! I am officially down to a doctors appointment every week. For those of you who havent had a baby, thats kinda a big deal! My doctor is almost positive that i will go into labor before my induction date(july 25) just by the way that LEvi came so fast. How scary is that! I hated labor and was in so much pain, that i thought an induction was the way to go...now they are saying i will probably go earlier than they will induce me?!?! What the crap people! I just get so nervous thinking about it. For those of you who dont know, i had Levi just about faster than lightning, so its scary. Plus i am for sure freaking myself out, so i just need to vent to the bloggers. ( Dan wont listen and says everything will be fine and perfect) I just hated the pain more than anything and it was so fast, my epidural almost non existing... I almost didnt need one, he was coming so fast, or so the doctor and nurses said. Oh yes i did, yes i did. I just want to have 2 contractions, know for sure im in labor, go to the hospital, get my epidural, and be on my way! what the perfect labor right??? Oh what was i thinking? I was thinking about the moment i saw Levi and it was all worth it and wanting to feel that way again soon. It will all be worth it, and i cant wait to have this little angel, a gift from God (and grandma pulling for us up there) in my arms. It will all be worth it. I cant wait either way!!!!